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Just him.

I met this guy, semi-cute, semi-smart.

But whenever I'm with him my heart races. He's so average to the point that no one else notices him (except for me, of course), but I guess it feels lucky that way. At least, I don't have to worry about competing for his attention and stuff.

Every time he talks, it gets to my nerves, we argue a bunch of times, some may even say we bicker like an old couple and yet we remain just acquiantances. We're not like friends or anything, just one step ahead of being strangers to each other's lives.

He seems okay whenever he's with my friends but when I'm around him, he acts all formal and remote. I don't want to be the first one to close the distance, it's supposed to be his job not mine! He's a guy after all.

Although, it gets me wondering whether it's me who's waiting up on him or is it the both of us? I can't say.

I can't even imagine myself committing to a relationship with him.

You see, at one look we don't match at all. Everyone says I'm gorgeous, sweet and witty while this guy is plain and perhaps anti-vanity. He's decent, that's all I could say. He doesn't have any striking quality that would send even the most average girl dashing on her heels for him.

Though some dare to say that at a closer look one might find "us" interesting and sort of a Shakespeare-cliche.

Yet I like him. I like him very much.

It's not like I go gaga over him, I just feel at ease and jittery at the same time at his mere presence.

The kind of guy that I would like to love, would probably be like him.

Normal, ordinary, simple.

Not showy or extraordinary. Not a speck of pretense in his body.

And above all, real.

Inner strength

Giving up is not always a sign of weakness, sometimes letting go of something you hold dear, enables you to grow and manifest your true strength. Conceiving the idea that your aspiration is something that hinders you from going beyond what you thought is the only thing that you could do. Although, it is hard to explicate some things that shroud you with doubt, it will occur in one way or another that happiness is nonexistent and everything you've worked so hard for goes to ashes. In a sense, misery is the only component that is equated from Life. After chasing happiness until the end of the world, it would just factor up the imaginary belief that we had that we could achieve happiness by committing sacrifice.

Comments on the movie: "In the name of love"

-the most admirable thing about a person is how much that individual could endure so much for the person he/she loves and how willing that man/woman is to give everything he/she's got, even his/her life.

-two men catching a bullet for a woman... that's something! Something that could only be found in Movies! :))

-At times, when you feel guilty for causing trouble for the one you love, it makes you wonder if the sacrifice that you're making is something that could make amends or something that you want to do...

-May mga pagkakataong, mas gugustuhin mo nang makulong habang buhay na nagdurusa basta madagdagan lang ang mga araw na masaya ang taong mahal mo.

-Masakit isiping iniwan ka ng mahal mo, pero mas masakit pa lang malaman na iniwan ka niya para rin naman sa kapakanan mo...

-totoo ba na kayang isuko ng isang tao ang lahat lahat para lang sa ngalan ng pag-ibig? 'Yung tipong, suntikin ka na, sampalin ng paulit-ulit, ipakain sa buhaya,i-torture, ikulong nang habang buhay at worse, ipapatay ka na.. Alang-alang sa kaligayahan ng buhay ng taong hindi mo naman kadugo o kaano-ano... ni wala ka ngang kasiguraduhan na mutual ang feeling eh...

Only that person's words are your assurance... words that are made-up and could vanish within a snap...